Growth is a very contradictory thing. Although there are painful processes, there are surprises at the beginning of each process. The low ebb of adolescence made me often look back on the boldness, joy and curiosity of my youth, so fearless and undaunted to explore the things around me, and at the same time remind myself to find the factors of previous happiness. However, the gossip in life has overwhelmed me, as if I have lost my goal, and I don’t want to mention those painful pasts at all, like a secret, sealed in the depths of my heart.
When I was two years old, I was looking for the mystery of life;
When I was ten years old, I was looking for a partner to accompany;
Seventeen-year-old me, looking for happiness;
At the age of 20, I found my true self.
The road of life is like a valley, there are valleys and mountains, rugged and flat. I, who had lost my way, seemed to suddenly learn how to get along with myself at a certain moment. People often say: "Growing up is a moment, others I don't even know, only the moment you know." I seem to have found my true self.
Looking back at the low tide at that time, my heart has been able to face it calmly, and the process of transformation has achieved my growth.